Today i lost the battle. Actually im pretty sure i was shooting for the other team and im certain i shot myself in the foot at some stage. My chain broke and my diamond encrusted cross fell to the ground...fitting.
My mission, well i think i did it more damage than good. and my purpose, well i was not able to perform when i needed to. i was given some help. The rat was sent away by a friend, and someone facilitated the action of those who curse me to themselves be cursed and those who bless me to themselves be blessed. i dont even know if im comfortable with this - but i guess its a responsibility.
there is no purpose to a blame game. none whatsoever. all parties must be treated with the same respect. i think humanity has carried the blame for too long. but does anyone have to carry it? i dont think they do.
i think the thing is this, if someone offers you the world on a plate, well its not right. its quite deceptive. i dont believe we should have to work for anything, or that we should have to suffer to reach happiness - but my life tells a different story. my life tells me that whenever anyone has offered me the world, they have actually been taking things away. with all the powers at play - can anybody do that? Salvation is elusive under such circumstances. language can be used as a tool by anyone and not necessarily with the best intentions - well for good, for good in your life or mine.
humanity is not to be judged, we know how hard it is to be ourselves. and as for anything else - really i have no idea what its like sitting there. all i know is that i have thought about what i want to achieve in my life, and at the end of the day is to develop character. i dont want to win battles through force, violence, ill will etc. in fact i dont even want to be involved in battles. i just want to get on with my core business of loving.
today i didnt get what i want. tonight i am hiding in my bed, camouflaged as a princess...i wonder why there is so much fighting amongst us. imagine...a brotherhood of man.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SgFmD6iBw8Y&feature=related
My mission, well i think i did it more damage than good. and my purpose, well i was not able to perform when i needed to. i was given some help. The rat was sent away by a friend, and someone facilitated the action of those who curse me to themselves be cursed and those who bless me to themselves be blessed. i dont even know if im comfortable with this - but i guess its a responsibility.
there is no purpose to a blame game. none whatsoever. all parties must be treated with the same respect. i think humanity has carried the blame for too long. but does anyone have to carry it? i dont think they do.
i think the thing is this, if someone offers you the world on a plate, well its not right. its quite deceptive. i dont believe we should have to work for anything, or that we should have to suffer to reach happiness - but my life tells a different story. my life tells me that whenever anyone has offered me the world, they have actually been taking things away. with all the powers at play - can anybody do that? Salvation is elusive under such circumstances. language can be used as a tool by anyone and not necessarily with the best intentions - well for good, for good in your life or mine.
humanity is not to be judged, we know how hard it is to be ourselves. and as for anything else - really i have no idea what its like sitting there. all i know is that i have thought about what i want to achieve in my life, and at the end of the day is to develop character. i dont want to win battles through force, violence, ill will etc. in fact i dont even want to be involved in battles. i just want to get on with my core business of loving.
today i didnt get what i want. tonight i am hiding in my bed, camouflaged as a princess...i wonder why there is so much fighting amongst us. imagine...a brotherhood of man.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SgFmD6iBw8Y&feature=related
but not the war
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