Over the last 18 months I guess I have realised that I believe in fairytales. Cant help it. It always works out in the end and I will inevitably live happily ever after. Its another one of those things, like me realising I was born to try - I cant live any other way. I have to care. I have to have dreams, and believe that my life is important not only to me. I have to believe that I have worked hard, harder than most and that my hard work will bring myself and my family great joy.
I believe in me, I believe in God and I want to be a voice for humanity, because it is there that i fall short in my belief. The magic of threes - a healthy mind has a balance of the three components to life.
I took note of my lucid ramblings whilst in hospital last. I have known for a long while that if its not humanity who lets me down, its my lack of belief in humanity. My recent words told me that I need to BELIEVE in humanity, but if I trust people I WILL GET HURT. Trust and belief - therein lies the dichotomy Im yet to understand.
Who thinks like this? - me.
Social advocacy and the daily journey in overcoming a troubled mind.
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ReplyDeleteBelieve = to have confidence in. I do believe humanity is as it should be.